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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 12:34 AM



everything must end now.




Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard


this song reminds me of E. on our first date he took me out around town/marina. on the bus we plugged in & listened to this song. those were the days of love. heart hurts big time now.

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long live free unlimited SMSes (Y)

Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 10:52 PM



(Y) love my phone now.



): was kinda shocked that the crystals were actually so huge but come to think of it, its alright i guess? i spent $69.90 on them (they provided a layer of protection for the bottom part so its easier for me to peel out the entire thing in future).




soooo yeah. tada! lol guess gonna laminate the back part soon! (;

@ 4:12 PM

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p.s: sorry.

Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 3:22 PM









merry xmas xoxo :D


last night was (Y) or is it earlier on? lol. 11 of us gathered outside bryan's house playground & started playing games, drinking, chit-chatting, laughing, etc. a few got drunk, & as usual i was a little high too :/ couldnt walk in a straight line at the end of the day. but WELL i still got home myself! :D sooo not considered drunk?



we went to holiday inn to get 4 bottles of liquor (Y) & only to drink finish 2 bottles -.-. seriously... lol. & I FELL OMG. I FREAKING FELL ON THE STAIRS DOWN. ): sucks. this is called karma. i was laughing at weian for being shorter than me because i was wearing heels & the next thing i know, i fell down. hahaha i still find it funny.

i was asking weian 'so how are we getting to town?' he replied 'FALL to town'
-.- ughhh _l_ hahaha.









then we changed our plan because some said town's too crowded for our entire clique to squeeze through + theres nowhere to drink in town + theres nothing to do other than to kick b__ga__s in the ass LOL.







why weilin's face so cute rofl.



THEN we headed to holland V for i-dno-why-either. had burger king before drinking session (Y) to prevent myself from vomiting or what not?





weian i love my heels, really.












we headed to school to meet the rest of the people. seriously, school? & we were in school when the clock stroke 12 lolololol. merry xmas ngee ann poly? :|




i was lifting my leg! no idea why the photo came out like that :|






k weilin, wtf is that hahaahahahahahah.










ew my hair lol.





doremon much?



okay random pictures.




okay look at their chili sauce faces (inside joke)





ready for the picture of the day?

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k, ive a lot of videos because we did a lot of DARES (like seriously dares. like gay-kissing, licking the ears, kicking the balls, yada yada) but... not sure if i can post em up YET. still gotta ask the rest for their permission soooo pray hard (;

Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 3:33 PM



>:( thought of wearing this dress BUT cant do it because even though we're heading to town, we're heading to west coast park to drinkkkkk wtf random i know, but looks like ive no choice but to wear shorts & some stupid top- rofl.

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btw, this is what you do when you've free unlimited SMSes (;




a random note: funny, i was looking at my pictures in facebook & realised i still have photos with E. makes me reminisce the old times- how loving we were yada yada. i still love E but the thought of the bitch really, unbearable. i mean, girls seriously, if you know the guy's attached & yet you still go ahead & flirt with him something is fucking wrong with you? -.- shows how bitchy you are eh? ima gonna bear grudges. whatever it is, im prolly partly at fault for the consequence of our r/s but am NOT AT FAULT for what made us like that.

remember if you retaliate, you admit its you. you got the say ^^

been thinking a lot lately, been thinking if we should give it one more try & get back together. sometimes its good to think of working things out, but sometimes the past really haunts. cant really push the thought away.

i joined a facebook group 'youre sorry you did it, but im sorry i found out' (:

btw, merry xmas eve darlings xoxoxoxoxo much!
& sorry for the pms part. it was totally random.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 11:14 PM



ive no idea why ive no mood for xmas now :| oh no.

p.s: should i go 'zeng' my phone? like put some crystals on it because im afraid the strainless steel or whatever that is will earn scratches ): according to my behavior + ive friends that will drop my phone *LOOKS AT LAU GUO WEI. but ive no idea where to do it? any suggestions darlings? :/

anyways i might be slow but watch how mike proposed to xiaxue omg green with envy. click here to watch!

ANYHOW WATCH THIS (Y) so sweet. every girl will freaking melt but prolly shes an exception haha. OR because he used to be a playerrrrrrrr.


@ 5:02 PM

merry xmas eve's EVE?

bah. this is a random video. hahaha a bit disturbing but.. :D



okay this is it- i was watching MTV till they switched to jap songs (omfg boring) soo i switched channel to 62 ONLY to see a ghost face pasted right in front of me; i jumped outta my seat & screamed. i feel like a timid chicken lol.

TMR'S XMAS EVE (; i cant wait! i hope dad & mom will allow me to go out tmr ): otherwise id have no choice but to sneak out isnt it? :/ ugh ima waste money on cab fare! ima gonna start planning days for my FTT & then start driving & get my stupid license.

with a car around... i can sneak to where ever i want!

i matched my black tube dress together with my heels earlier on (Y) i hope retards will change plan to just going to town to slack chill drink instead of going to sentosa :| otherwise my dress wouldnt come in handy anymore ): unless ive plans on 31st (; BUT it'd be another sneaking out session? omg fml im 18- my parents should gimme a break.

@ 1:50 AM





shopping with tryphena owy (Y)

k ive no idea why we didnt take any pictures because i guess, prolly our fucking nails screwed our day. so here it goes- we spent $15 on manicure (the cheapest manicure ive ever done in my entire life- eh no, 2nd cheapest) & it seriously sucks to the core -.-. REGRET TTM PLEASE? & we played empire state of mind on repeat mode the entire day haha (Y)

within 10 mins i screwed my thumb. the entire nail polish shifted place (AH girls you sld get it) i got so pissed off i started cursing the cheapo quality but i cant blame anybody because.... well -.- we chose to do it there & WE'RE NEVER GOING BACK because owy screwed hers too. omg we HAD pretty nails for xmas! ): boohoo. i wanna re-do my nails badly!

soooo i bought a black tube dress (Y) which i love plenty & sexy black heels omfg i cant wait to wear them out BUT not for xmas because -.- wth we're going to sentosa right retards? cant possibly wear a dress & heels to sentosa?!

PROLLY wear them on the 31st but ive no plans? pathetic much?

we were heading to town when i saw 313 then reminded me of _ but oh well? felt kinda weird but y'know, somethings come & dont go? every morning i wake up il see the duck (its on my bed) so its a little unavoidable. it'd follow me for the rest of my life lol. am still guilt-stricken...... ah stfu.

yay im grounded but it doesnt really matter because I CAN SNEAK OUT, HAHAHA. pat asked me to club with him & his hot girl but nahhhhhh turned em down because 1. ive to cab around? 2. id be a lightbulb please? ):

retards will be back from BAMP tmr! gw said 'you not there super weird sia' hehehe. & weilin weilin where are you?! you're like MIA already ): i miss you!

this year's xmas seemed so different from last year's. i remember i loved last year's xmas because i had E around- with E around its like even the world fall he'd hold it up for me BUT OKAY I SHOULD STOP TALKING BOUT IT.

this year's xmas, i no longer wish for everlasting love because i realised the word everlasting is kinda like a joke now. its the reason why i choose to be single for now. the word 'single' protects you from all the heartaches.

owy's staying over next wed! cant wait wooooo~

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 12:22 AM



BRENDA NG PASSED HER BTT. to those who thought i couldnt pass NAMELY tryphena ow, patrick chiang, bob seow yunye... hahaha screw all of you!

& ANYWAY,

IMA SO FUCKING DEAD.

REMEMBER I SKIPPED BSD? OMG I HAVENT PASS UP MY MC. GG TTM. I ALMOST SHIT IN MY PANTS EARLIER ON WHEN I FOUND OUT. I WAS LIKE EHHH?! WHY THE FUCK THE MC STILL HERE. THEN I REALISED I FORGOT TO HAND IT UP. OMG FML DEEP DEEP xINFINITY?

IMA GNA WAKE UP & RUSH TO SCHOOL & BEG LIKE CRAZY LOL.





ooooh, super long ago photos taken & i forgot to post it out rofl.



owy & i were chatting till we suddenly starred at each other she shouted 'YUCK our boobs were touching each other in the club the other day & we hugged & we interlocked our hands & we almost kissed OMG' i was like 'EW YA' but y'know, we had the night of our lives but fuck am i turning into a lesbian? it scares me :| & our fav song now's empire state of mind (Y)

k i totally lost my mood to blog due to my fucking MC issue.

p.s: i feel kinda lost without you around because god knows why but its surprising- i didnt expect myself to feel this way. but hm, its over anyways. but its better in a way because oh well i guess im a confused kid.

Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 9:29 PM



:/ i miss my darn long hair.

k, i knw i twittered this already but i still find it damn funny. weian, gw, bob & i were in holiday inn getting alcohol. we were gonna cab to powerhouse to meet the rest- then the hotel-person-in-charge-of-the-cabs told us 'inside got china doll'. then bob said 'oooohh, we're from spain'. & he replied 'you? you from singapore laaa!' hahahaha bobby damn loser serious.

last night retards + a few random people went to clubbbbb. was my first time clubbing & i guess its quite alright because i seriously lesbian-ed with tryphena ow throughout- hahaha. its damn weird y'know, like we've been friends for almost 7 years already & its actually the first time dancing with her PLUS we were damn close; lol we were holding hands & hugging each other omgz. y'know if we kissed (which we almost did) we'd find it fucking weird because.. i dno how to explain but i think its gonna be damn awkward?

anyhow i enjoyed myself last night (:

& we didnt take pictures because god knows why -.-?